Sunday, December 19, 2010

Hallelujahs and Hot Dog on a Stick

Don't know if I'm actually going to attend tomorrow's highly publicized secret flash mob event at our local mall. Supposedly, our city's choral society will sing an impromptu version of Handel's Messiah - the Hallelujah Chorus to be exact. Do I wish to navigate the vast crowd of suburbanites who will flood the Galleria Food Court to witness this event?

After viewing a youtube video of a similar event in Toronto, Canada my response is an emphatic "yes". I was so moved by this youtube video (link below).

I don't know if you're like me - I live in a sleepy suburban town where life is so easy that I often find myself searching for meaning beneath the sidewalks, school buses and strip mall fronts. As a tiny little resident of a gigantic American dream-like sprawl, it's easy for me to feel lost in the land of the generic and homogenized. But as I watched this youtube video tonight I was reminded of something. Christ reigns.

Check out some of these words...
For the Lord God Omnipotent reigneth, Hallelujah!
King of kings and Lord of lords.
And He shall reign forever and ever, Hallelujah!
Hallelujah! Hallelujah!

There we will be, holding our shopping bags from Macy's or William Sonoma, maybe munching on Hot Dog On a Stick, thinking about, oh, I don't know, our Christmas lists, the parking lot, our tired feet, etc.

And then we will hear it - the voices of ordinary people singing the deep and profound truths of God's love.

These words affirm what I know to be true in the deepest recesses of my heart. There is a truth, a divine truth that supersedes my silly little prosaic life. And at the same time, God is in me, reigning. My Meaning is here and it brings real, hot tears to my eyes. Lord, thank you for your grace, your transcendence, your victory over the mundane and the meaningless. I want to live my life for You.

Monday, May 31, 2010

School is out and blogging season has begun for me. I must admit that my blog and I have much to catch up on...trying to figure out where to begin. Shall I focus on my recent traumatic experience of viewing "Food Inc."? Shall I focus on the status of our adoption and the Everest of paperwork that comes with it? Shall I focus on the reasons why a woman like me, decides (despite the advice of friends and family) NOT to apply for a higher paying position in the school district? Maybe it's just this for now - I'm kicking up my feet and watching a few movies and cleaning a few rooms and chilling, just chilling. Thanks, dear blog for letting me post my thoughts onto your open, receptive little face. I'll get back soon...